urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:madelinecharles madelinecharles madelinecharles 2007-02-13T19:34:46Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:madelinecharles:6336 2007-02-13T19:34:46Z 2007-02-13T19:34:46Z <font size="1">ive been listening to bob marley all morning, its been great.<br /><br />my snow day has been completey unproductive. its okay, im sick anyway.<br /><br />so overall, things are pretty good. i really shouldnt complain.<br />this weekend was pretty cool. friday night collin had some of his friends over to my house for a few hours and after they left jamie and i met up and i eventually came home at like 2am.&nbsp; saturday i bought a new pipe (my mom threw away my old one) with jamie and later sam and i went to shenee &amp; christina's house. and of course there had to be drama because i didnt want to go to a rave i couldnt get into anyway. i dont know it was all very stupid. and sunday zac came over and we watched most of chasing amy and then i saw the shins at the pagaent :). it was such a good show. i still dont understand why no one else was dancing. the whole crowd just stood there and watched them play. i had a great time so i guess thats all that matters.<br /><br />my poor, insecure mom has gone back to tim. its very depressing to watch but ive given up. she'll just have to make her mistakes again.<br /><br />i dont mean to ramble on about other people, but i want to write down this great memory from yesterday. so i left school early and called brandon. he told me to come over because he was going to a concert later and that meant he was going to smoke for the first time in forever. once we got some and all of that we sat down to watch maury and judge judy and trl and it was all so damn hilarious. i hadnt laughed that way in so long. its the kind of laughtor where your sides actually hurt and you arent sure you can breathe. we just kept cracking jokes about what we were watching and i just&nbsp; really had a good time with him. you wouldnt think so, watching tv for a few hours, but it really was nice. it was a lot like old times.<br /><br />so school has become quite the joke. i have 3 real classes: sociology, natural history, and world history. i feel kinda bad that i made my schedule this way because i am in no way preparing myself for college but oh well.<br /><br />tommorow is jack's mannequin with bonnie. i am verrrry excited!<br /><br />okaaay more later.&lt;3.<br /></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:madelinecharles:6048 2007-01-20T17:13:49Z 2007-01-20T17:13:49Z bella fleck/phish ahhh i FINALLY reset my password for this thing...its about time!<br /><br />i havent really read what i last wrote but no doubt things have changed....its my life, afterall.<br /><br />i guess ill just talk about whats been good lately...<br /><br />well,<br /><br />last night zac and i hung out. we're friends and im comfortable and happy with that. yeah, he's hot and all and im always getting teased to date him again abut him and i both know it will never ever work. anyway, we went to a basketball game, had coffee in the loop and then saw a movie. all the while smoking, of course. nothing has changed there.<br /><br />brandon and i are still close and i love him very much. i especially love when he stays the night because in the morning its great. im in no rush to get ready and look nice for him as i probably would with any other guy. and you should hear the shit i say to him. its just this level of comfortableness i've reached with him. actually, i think its always been there. but now that we arent 14 years old anymore its a little more appriciated.<br /><br />school is going well. 2nd semester is pretty easy and i'll hopefully end up at semo.<br /><br />my mom and i havent been doing that great lately and i think thats because of my excessive pot smoking lately. its made me really moody. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:madelinecharles:1243 2006-10-04T03:51:24Z 2006-10-04T03:51:24Z "as one door closes, another opens"<br /><br />so true...<br /><br />tonight i got pulled over for speeding for the first time<br />i was on the phone with nate and i go "so im going 50 down manchester....oh theres a cop behind me...i hope he...oh wait his lights are on...let me call you back"<br /><br />he let me go :]<br /><br />its late, i just got home from work, i need to do homework<br /><br />&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:madelinecharles:554 2006-10-02T02:41:03Z 2006-10-02T02:41:03Z thanks marleeeeeeyyy<br />for helping me be able to actually get into livejournal<br /><br />my mom is talking about sarah and tim right now. "its so dumb" uhh...dont really want to be talking about this right now.<br /><br />anyway, things are pretty good. im trying to get my act together with school. ive only been half caring about everything....but today i realized that im a senior and i would really hope ive matured since freshman year. i know i have, so i should probably show it through my grades.<br /><br />i listened to grateful dead radio tonight for an hour and a half straight. it was reallllly good.<br /><br />thats it for now.